Learning

Written by RJ on November 1, 2013. Posted in Coleen, Discovery, Healing

I learned today from Rebecca at reiki a new theory on why people die and it’s for one of two different reasons. One is they they were unable to achieve their purpose here and gave up. The second reason is that they were successful in achieving their purpose and because of that, were ready to leave. I believe it’s possible Coleen had done that. She had impacted, healed and helped people, inspired them. Coleen knew that she couldn’t do more by staying but could still make a difference if she wasn’t here. Her passing has produced many changes in me and perhaps I will be able to make a difference in others.

I learned today at reiki that when Rebecca puts her hands on my chest and holds them there, I can feel Coleen. And today when she did that I saw brilliant shades of fushia swimming through my head. Fushia was Coleen’s favorite color before she passed.

I learned today that I am being enlightened a little more every day, sometimes without even noticing. Little things like seeing and hearing with greater clarity. Sometimes it seems as if I am looking at everything through freshly cleaned windows. And hearing sound as if it’s coming through brand new speakers. I am creating a new Rob and the increased awareness is a big part of that. The more I notice and recognize, the stronger and more helpful I can be to myself and people around me.

I learned today that people are going to start noticing me more because of my experience, knowledge and awareness. Maybe in a way similar to how Coleen was such a magnet for people to gather around. Maybe in a way totally different than that.

I learned today in reiki that my body, my vessel, can be completely seperated from my mind. It can sink into the softness of the bed on which I lie while my mind thinks of nothing yet is aware of all. My senses so aware of sound, fragrance, feeling and light. My breath a wave rising and lowering inside me while I think of nothing but the moment.

I learned today from Deepak Chopra in meditation that love is like water; it becomes stagnant if it is not flowing.

I learned today after reiki that my throat chakra is very strong allowing for creativity and communication. I learned that when I unknowingly chose the throat chakra bracelet from an assortment offered me by Rebecca.

I learned again today that there is no such thing as coincidence when I ran into Barb, Coleen’s good freind and fellow cancer patient on my way out. Barb was on her way in and was Rebeccas’s next client. Barb and I have been trying to arrange a visit but have been unable to connect. Barb started seeing Rebecca for reiki healing after Coleen suggested it. Just like me.

I learned today and every day, that I am different than before. I might look and sound the same to most people but I am evolving into someone new. I’m not sure how acceptable that might be to some people but I know it opens new opportunities for me.

And I learned from myself that if it’s true that people die for one of those two reasons mentioned before, then there must be something in store for me. I don’t think I’ve accomplished yet what I am supposed to and I’m not leaving until I do.

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